lack of sleep gives me nightmares

to put it simply, it seems not sleeping well makes me feel like a pile of feces. I feel depression to the bone, my stomach gets upset and I have nightmares, literally... Never thought my body would punish me so much for trying to fight that which I hate soooooooooooo much.

I hate sleeping! Such a waste of time. Obviously it feels great, because my body needs it, just like it feels great to eat, pee, poop and hate Brazilian soccer, all the necessary bodily functions for life.